Why did I write ‘A Roll of the Dice’ as a memoir?

I am a writer of fiction and poetry. When I decided to write this as a memoir, and therefore a true story, there were questions, especially from family. Was it a good idea to bare so much of my personal life? Why not fictionalise it, invent characters, embellish the story?

There were two reasons I didn’t. One is that, as they say, truth is stranger than fiction. Critics would perhaps dismiss my story as improbable and unlikely to happen to one person! And the second, more pressing reason is that I really hope that this memoir – the only one written about SCID and other rare conditions such as PPROM – helps increase awareness of these medical conditions. I hope it makes someone else feel a little less alone. I hope it stresses the importance of new born screening for conditions such as SCID which, as of 2019, is mandatory in all states of America, but not yet in the UK where a pilot scheme is to be introduced this year. Professor Bobby Gaspar, who wrote the Introduction for this book, is leading a nation-wide trial for SCID screening.

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Featured on Peepal Tree Press

2018 was an exciting year for author Mona Dash. She was on the shortlist for the SI Leeds Literary Prize 2018, for her short story collection, Let us look elsewhere. This was the only short story collection to make the shortlist. Apart from the excitement, making the SI Leeds shortlist meant various reading and networking opportunities. The six shortlisted writers were invited to read at the Rich Mix theatre in an event curated by Roopa Farooki; at the Asian Writer festival with Words of Colour Director Joy Francis; the Southbank Centre Literature festival in an event curated by publisher, editor and critic Ellah Allfrey; and finally in the Awards ceremony at Ilkley Literature festival with author, filmmaker and journalist Bidisha.

The prize provided an excellent platform for Mona to meet other authors and editors. This is good for anyone but especially made a difference to Mona, since later in the year, Linen Press UK, the only independent women’s publisher in the UK signed on her memoir A Roll of the Dice: a story of loss, love and genetics (published on April 22 and available to order on Amazon).

With a foreword by Professor Bobby Gaspar of Great Ormond street, a pioneer in gene therapy. A Roll of the Dice has been described by Linen Press, as a ‘thrilling page turner as well as a haunting journey towards motherhood’.

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Viewpoint on AsianBooks Blog

Viewpoint invites authors to write about anything they want, as long as it’s of interest to readers of Asian Books Blog.

Here, Mona Dash talks about leaving her native India, to save her child’s life. Her son was born with a rare, genetically inheritable disease, SCID (severe combined immuno-deficiency). After his diagnosis, she set out for London so he could be given specialist treatment. She has written about her experiences in the memoir, A Roll of the Dice: a story of loss, love and genetics.

(Update – this published on Monday, April 22  and is now available to order on Amazon).

Mona still lives in London, where she combines motherhood, and work in the technology sector with writing fiction and poetry. Her work includes the novel Untamed Heart, and two collections of poetry, Dawn-drops and A certain way.  In 2016, Mona was awarded a poet of excellence award in the upper chamber of the British parliament, the House of Lords.  Her work has been widely praised and anthologized. In 2018, she won a competition established to encourage and promote British Asian writers, the Asian writer short story competition, for her short story Formations.

A Roll of the Dice describes the ups-and-downs, the shocks and support, the false starts and real hopes of a mother with a sick child. Mona humanizes the complexities of genetic medicine, and writes her story of genetic roulette without self-pity. Her memoir contains valuable information for couples facing infertility and complicated pregnancies, for parents of premature babies and of children with SCID.

So, over to Mona…

My baby boy was born several years ago in Kolkata, India. He was perfect; healthy, feeding well, big for his age, and even slept all through the night. As a young, career-oriented woman, fresh out of university and armed with an MBA, my worries were simple and pragmatic: how could I get back to my busy job which involved travelling across the globe?  How could I regain my pre-pregnancy weight? How could I get the best possible childcare for my baby?

Like most women, these were the practical challenges I expected to face and all I was really prepared for.

At four-and-a-half months of age, my son started becoming unwell with a high fever and an unexplained rash all over his little body. As young parents, we were not prepared for something like this. Indeed, who is? After repeated visits to our paediatrician who was clueless, we visited a string of doctors, each one more highly paid than the other, each one with longer waiting lists and a greater reputation. We ran from pillar to post, desperate to find out what could be wrong. After two whole months of playing tag with doctors, we decided to leave Kolkata and go to a specialist hospital in South India in search of a diagnosis.

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‘A roll of the dice, a story of loss, love and genetics’ (Linen Press, UK)

Out now! You can order on Amazon.

Read an excerpt at : MeharaLit.

Praise for A Roll of the Dice:

‘A profoundly moving and uplifting book about the triumphant survival of life against all odds. It’ll go straight into your heart and expand its capacity for feeling. Read it and be changed.’ Neel Mukherjee

‘Powerful, moving, beautifully observed and wonderfully sensitive. It mines the depths and heights of human love and suffering and is perceptive about family dynamics, the weight of trauma and comfort of family support. The steady accretion of detail and emotion are exceptionally skilful; the book creeps up on you and steals your heart. I couldn’t stop reading once I started. I particularly like the observations of daily life in cities –the textured evocation of having to walk and talk, live, love and work in the ‘ordinary’ world –while going through operatic swings of emotion at the same time. Mona Dash is a powerful, important and fearlessly honest new voice – capable of looking the deepest suffering and the greatest joy full in the face.’ Bidisha

A writer of rare bravery, putting forward a manifesto against the tropes and delighting in subverting expectations.’ Roopa Farooki

‘A deeply affecting book, touching and beautifully rendered. A powerful read from an exciting new voice.’ Irenosen Okojie

‘A beautiful depiction of heartbreak and resilience. This memoir will open your eyes whilst also filling them with tears.’ Mahsuda Snaith


Three poems translated into Chinese and published in The World Poets Quarterly February Volume 93, Feb 2019

A certain way (and other two poems)

As an immigrant,
I am expected to behave in a way
a certain way.

Colour the walls with turmeric,
fill my soul with lament
for the land whose shores I have left
to become richer economically
poorer emotionally.
Fold oil into long black hair,
dream the stars of the eastern skies,
in this land, the land I call my own,
but never to be my own.
Wrapped in sarees, sapphire blue, sindoor red,
meant to be nostalgic about the
monsoon spray dazzling my eyes
calming my burning skin.

Instead, my mind
soothed by the nourishing cool green
of the land I live in,
energised by the glowing orange sun
of the land I come from,
decorates ice cubes with spice.

With silver anklets, red stilettoes,
the shortest, blackest dress,
I sip prosecco, spear olives expertly,
pile plates with rice and chicken curry
while in the garden
lavender, jasmine, clematis, and marigold,
spread their roots, dance their petals
into the pale grey wet skies
and the searing sunshine.

Uproot, grow, take root
parallel truths, a little of this,
a little of that.
For an immigrant,
there is no certain way to be.

 

In Chinese:

特定的方式(外二首)

作为一个移民人
我希望举止得体
用些特定的方式

用姜黄涂染皮囊
用哀歌填满灵魂
为了离别的大陆
在经济上更富裕
情感却更加贫瘠
发油抹进黑发里
想着东方的星空
在这片谓之大地
虽然并非我所有
裹挟着宝石蓝红
这也就是乡愁吧
印度洋的季风啊

令我眼花缭乱啊
抚平灼热的皮肤

我的心恰恰相反
需要绿色的滋养
在居住的大陆上
被橙色太阳照亮
我所来自的土地
用香料点缀冰块

银脚镯红高跟鞋
着超短超青衣裳
嘬一口普洛赛克
饮食鲜嫩的橄榄
盘盘咖喱鸡肉饭
花园里的薰衣草
茉莉女萎万寿菊
枝蔓交错舞蹈着
向着灰潮的天空
向着灼热的阳光

拔节生长也生根
一样的真理一样
一点一点都一样
对于移民们来说
没有特定的方式


‘May We Borrow Your Country’ launched in Waterstones Gower Street on January 26th

May We Borrow Your Country is a contemporary collection of stories and poems that looks at dislocation and displacement with sympathy, tolerance and humour. It is peopled by courageous, poignant, eccentric individuals who cross borders, accommodate to new cultures and try to establish an identity in a new place. In the process, they encounter different versions of themselves, like reflections in a room of trick mirrors.

May We Borrow Your Country was launched in Waterstones Gower Street on the 26th of January 2019. More than a hundred tickets were sold, and bookings were actually stopped a couple of days before the event. Joining The Whole Kahani, on the panel were Lynn Michell, publisher, Linen Press, and Preti Taneja, author of We That Are Young. Preti has written the foreword to May We Borrow Your Country and had interesting questions for the writers. Lynn had her own questions, and it was an interactive audience who listened, asked questions, and cheered us. Rosie Beaumont-Thomas, the events manager concluded the event by mentioning Waterstones Gower Street will have to try hard to match the fantastic evening and huge turnout.


Poetry on the walls of the library of the English faculty in University of Cambridge

Nostalgic Rain

An almost tropical rain arrives
I watch from the window.
Quiet roads, quieter cars.
The almost tropical rain
adorns the hanging planters.
Colourful flowers, petunias, azaleas, fuchsias
but fragrance less,
so the rain awakens nothing, hidden.
There’s even a hint of hailstones in today’s rain.

But, to be truly tropical you
need to emerge from the hunger of heat
the acridity of drought.
You need to rise deep from ponds brimming with lotuses
form clouds that spray down at will, lustily.
An almost tropical thunder today.

But to be truly tropical you
need to have been conceived in despair
spawned in hunger.
You need to have it in your belly.

The rain beats down today
my silence
it is not the same.


MonaDash
MonaDash6 days ago
Some lovely reviews have been coming in. Thank you author Susmita Bhattacharya for this moving one:

‘A moving memoir of motherhood, loss and never giving up.’

I read this memoir in probably two or three sittings I just couldn't put it down because I wanted to be there with Mona, holding her hand while she reflected on her difficult journey to motherhood and the loss of it too. I wasn't aware of SCID and this memoir talked about the condition with a scientific approach as well as an emotional one. There are such difficult subjects to write about - the loss of one's child being the most painful, I think, and Mona has talked about her experience with sensitivity and not sentimentality. A must read.

Some lovely reviews have been coming in. Thank you author Susmita Bhattacharya for this moving one:

‘A moving memoir of motherhood, loss and never giving up.’

I read this memoir in probably two or three sittings I just couldn't put it down because I wanted to be there with Mona, holding her hand while she reflected on her difficult journey to motherhood and the loss of it too. I wasn't aware of SCID and this memoir talked about the condition with a scientific approach as well as an emotional one. There are such difficult subjects to write about - the loss of one's child being the most painful, I think, and Mona has talked about her experience with sensitivity and not sentimentality. A must read

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MonaDash
MonaDash4 weeks ago
On publication day, happy to be featured on Books by Women talking about why did I write A Roll of the Dice as memoir and not fiction.
http://booksbywomen.org/a-roll-of-the-dice/
MonaDash
MonaDash1 month ago
Featured in the Asian books blog with a viewpoint :
http://www.asianbooksblog.com/2019/04/viewpoint-mona-dash.html
MonaDash
MonaDash1 month ago
What is A Roll of the Dice about ? Here are some videos where I talk about the medical and the personal aspects of this story.

https://youtu.be/KuAX38F7w2I
MonaDash
A Roll of the Dice
Introduction video
youtube.com
MonaDash
MonaDash2 months ago
Updated website - have a browse and read !

Www.monadash.net
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MonaDash2 months ago
The Whole Kahani featured on LiveMint India with our anthology May we borrow your country.

https://www.livemint.com/mint-lounge
2 days ago
@LouiseTondeur Ah that’s such a great way to look at it.
3 days ago
@LinenPressBooks And yes that was also such a coincidence! No idea why I chose to wear it in the morning - and then this guy recommends a pretty cocktail - but didn’t know it came with violets ! #life!
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Thank you @Farrah_Yusuf and look forward to hearing from you when you do ! #memoir @LinenPressBooks https://t.co/bgIajpwd1x
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@Dash2Mona look what has arrived 🥳 looking forward to starting it later #amreading https://t.co/8hWWCuLVoS
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